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An Attitude Of Conquest


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I don’t really know what made me pick up the book.

It is called Eat and Run: My Unlikely Journey to Ultramarathon Greatness by Scott Jurek.

I have never heard of the author.

My running days are long over, thanks to back surgery.

I had no idea what an ultramarathon is.

But I do like to eat.

At any rate, there it was on the shelf of the library, so I pulled it out to take a look.

An hour later, I was still in the library reading.

It turns out that an ultramarathon is an organized race that is anywhere from 50-135 miles long with no stopping!

The author, Scott Jurek has been the leading runner in the world of ultramarathons for nearly 20 years, winning 100 mile and 135 mile races time and again. Recently, he “set an American record of 165.7 miles in 24 hours—6 1/2 marathons in one day.” (book jacket).

He also does all of this while on a vegan diet.

As I read his story of triumph over adversity, the iron will and laser-like focus needed to be a champion, I realized how much of what I was learning so perfectly paralleled the Christian life, which the Bible often compares to a race (even though the book is not written from a Christian perspective).

Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses, let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles and let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us. —Hebrews 12:1

Jesus, who always goes before us, has marked out my race, just as He has marked out yours.

I find a lot of comfort in that, especially when the road gets rocky and difficult and I am weary of the climb.

It’s okay. Jesus knows. But better than that, He gives me the strength I need to go on.

Mr. Jurek wrote about tackling an enormous mountain during one of his training sessions: “The only way to survive an ultramarathon was piece by piece. So I ran Mt. Si piece by piece.” (p. 85).

First of all, life can seem like an ultramarathon, can it not? There are seasons that seem to go on forever with no end in sight.

This life is hard. At times, it can be harsh.

Jesus told us quite directly to expect it: “In the world you have tribulation and trials and distress and frustration; but be of good cheer (take courage, be confident, certain, undaunted!). For I have overcome the world! (I have deprived it of power to harm you and have conquered it for you).” —John 16:33 (Amplified version).

We are not in Heaven yet. We live in a fallen world with other broken people. (Everyone is broken in some way. That’s why Jesus had to come).

What we are most in need of during those long seasons  is perseverance and endurance.

Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything.” —James 1:5

In ways that we cannot see when we are in the midst of a long trial, Jesus is doing a powerful work in us. He is making us whole. With our limited vision, we cannot often see the areas of brokenness in our lives. But He sees each place and knows exactly what it will take to make the rough places smooth, heal the jagged edges of hurt…and ultimately set us free.

So often, we want an easy life, a safe life. I know I do.

But not only is the safe life in this world a mirage…safe lives make boring stories.

And Jesus, the Author of Life, is anything but boring.

I want to face the rough times with the attitude of the conqueror that Jesus says I am.  (Romans 8:37).

Rather than react in fear and dread when a trial comes, what if we faced it with an attitude of conquest?

What if we just attacked the trial “piece by piece”?

One foot in front of the other.

One day (sometimes one minute!) at a time. Praying constantly. Quoting Scripture. Refusing to give any ground to the enemy. Taking the courage that Jesus offers me, the very same  blazing courage that enabled Him to endure the Cross. Ruthlessly eliminating negative and discouraging thoughts. Resisting self-pity.

Mr. Jurek writes about having this type of attitude:

“There is no point at which the clock stops…that’s part of the challenge and appeal of the event. You keep going in situations where most people stop. You keep running while other people rest…I was used to attacking race courses, regarding steep ascents as obstacles to vanquish.” (pp. 5, 108).

What if we were among those who kept going when others dropped out?

What if, rather than cowering in fear before an unwanted obstacle or trial in our lives, we approached it as something to vanquish, with an absolute refusal to allow it to defeat us?

I can do all things through Christ who empowers me (I am ready for anything and equal to anything through Him who infuses inner strength into me. I am sufficient in Christ’s sufficiency). —Phil. 4:13

At one point during one of his races, the author tore some ligaments in his leg and after taking stock, decided to keep running. In order to do that, he had to “mentally separate all my alarmed and distressed thoughts and emotions—‘Why did this happen?’ ‘This is going to really hurt.’ ‘How will I continue?’—and plop them someplace where I wouldn’t dwell on them. One way to do that was to focus on the tasks at hand and on the benefits of the situation.” (p. 117).

So often, we allow ourselves to be swamped and overpowered by a strong wave of feelings, which can paralyze us or make us want to quit.

Feelings are just feelings. They possess no power of their own.

They only have the power we choose to assign them.

If we are ever going to be the conquerors Jesus declares us to be, we must determine to force our fickle  feelings to submit to timeless, rock-solid truth of God’s Word. This will remind us that God is still fully in control…even when things feel out-of-control to us.

Mr. Jurek told his longtime friend Dusty about the tear at the next station along the course but Dusty did not baby him. He did not tell him to stop. He just acted as if it was business as usual as he fulfilled his role as the pacer.

He  went on to win that race and suffered no lasting damage.

During another race through the furnace of Death Valley, he felt like he could not go on and lay down in the sand. This same friend came up to him and yelled, “You’re not going to win this race lying down in the dirt! Get up!!!” (p.8).

Sometimes we are just after a sympathetic ear from friends, looking for permission to stay stuck…when what we really need is someone to lovingly but firmly tell us to keep going, to keep fighting the good fight, to keep trusting God’s Word over our feelings.

And most importantly, to remind us that in Jesus, we have everything we need.  (2 Peter 1:3; Colossians 1: 15-17; Colossians 3:1-4).

When pain overwhelms us, it is easy to lose sight of that, but we do so at our peril. Jesus is our Lifeline. If you woke up this morning, He still has a purpose for you here. He has important Kingdom work for you to do: that place where He floods your willing and open heart with His joy and your life overflows into a river of ceaseless praise and tremendous fruit-bearing effectiveness.

Don’t miss it!

At the end of his very first ultramarathon, Mr. Jurek wrote the following: “I had completed one of the hardest things I’d ever attempted…I lay face down on the grass…feeling totally drained. I didn’t have anything left. Was this what being a runner meant? Putting everything into a single race until you had nothing left to give?” (p. 51).

Whatever season you are in, live it full-throttle. Don’t hold anything back. As you run the race marked out for you on the topsoil of earth, be determined to leave it all on the field. Give Jesus everything you have. He gave His all for you.

He is so worth it.

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The Season Of Giving


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Last night I happened to see a wonderful Christmas movie on the Lifetime channel called “A Christmas Angel.”

I am not one to normally watch movies on Lifetime but I was pulled into the holiday theme and was utterly charmed by the story of an unlikely friendship between a young woman who grew up in the foster care system and her kind, fatherly neighbor.

When the young woman loses her job, her neighbor offers her a job as his personal assistant. Since they live in a very modest apartment building, she cannot imagine why he would require an  assistant, but she accepts.

On her first day of work, she is instructed to go from place to place, ask for a certain name, letting the person know that “Nick sent me.” She was then given a folder, which she dutifully added to her ever-growing satchel. By the time she returned to her neighbor’s apartment, she was extremely curious about what all those folders contained.

That is when he shared his secret: he was an outrageously wealthy retired businessman. At one time he had it “all” before his marriage disintegrated and his estranged wife later died. That is when he realized that money can’t buy happiness so he decided to spend the rest of his life giving it away.

The folders contained information on people who needed his help, which he then provided anonymously.

He spent his life giving away what he didn’t need, which was practically everything.

His neighbor was floored by all this new information.

“Why do you live here if you have all that money?” she asked, motioning to the unimpressive, rather small and sparsely furnished apartment.

He simply smiled, shrugged and said, “A roof is a roof. Doesn’t matter how big it is. It keeps me dry. I have heat. Don’t really need any more than that. ”

So began an entirely new adventure for the young woman, as her neighbor taught her how to look at the world in an entirely different way.

At one point, he took her to a park. They sat together on a bench and he asked her to look around at the various people milling about.

“What needs do you see?” he asked.

She saw several.

“Now go meet them,” he invited.

She accepted his offer…and so began a new way of looking at the world through wondrously new eyes.

Throughout the next few weeks, she learned  that while  she could not meet every need,  she could do something.  It didn’t always have to involve money or enormous amounts of time. Some simply needed a hug, a listening ear, an opportunity.

As she let the world in, her previously hard heart melted, expanded, and swelled with love.

After her neighbor unexpectedly succumbed to cancer, she was the sole beneficiary of his estate. In a letter, he encouraged her to carry on  his work and hoped she would use the money to bless others.

What a wonderful legacy!

I loved the message of this movie:

1) We need a lot less than we think we do.

2) Joy is multiplied by giving, not getting.

3) The blessed life is one that is others-focused rather than self-centered.

4) We can leave a legacy of giving if we choose to.

5) Money doesn’t equal happiness and peace.

6) We can all give something to those in our sphere of influence.

The season of giving is upon us.

Rather than focus on all that we want to get, let’s look for all the ways we can give.

I guarantee you a Christmas season full of sheer JOY if you accept that challenge!

Are you game?

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A Lit Fuse


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The essence of ‘nowness’ runs like fire along the fuse of  time….at this very moment, your timeline is on fire—racing down the seconds, minutes, and hours toward its inevitable conclusion.” (Stu Weber).

I read that line from the book Infinite Impact in a very crowded cafeteria as my kids, along with several others from their high school, were preparing to try out for the All-State band yesterday afternoon.

The chatter of hundreds of kids, as well as the sound of many instruments being played immediately faded and I just  stared at those words.

Wow.

Our ladies Bible study is currently studying Mercy Triumphs by Beth Moore and last week, we looked at James 4:14, which says, “You are really but a wisp of vapor (a puff of smoke, a mist) that is visible for a little while and then disappears (into thin air).” (Amplified).

Yet, those sobering words did not hit me with the same force that the image of a lit fuse of dynamite did.

That is fast!

And that is how fast my life (and yours!) is rushing by.

Because I always have at least two books going at the same time, I am also reading The End by Mark Hitchcock, which is a very thoughtful, balanced, and biblically sound look at Bible prophecy and the end of days. (I highly recommend it). While the Bible explicitly forbids date-setting for Christ’s Second Coming, we are to be aware of the signs of the times…and on God’s prophetic calendar, it is very late indeed.

All of this has been reminding me of how brief my time on earth truly is and how much I want my one short life to count for Christ’s glory.

That is only goal in life that truly matters.

Whatever you do, whether in word or deed, do it all in the Name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to God the Father through Him. (Colossians 3:17, italics added).

I want to be much more conscious of that lit fuse that is racing toward one of two conclusions: my death or the Rapture  (which I truly believe could come at any second). Either way, I will come face to Face with Jesus Himself.

Just as the thought of a lit fuse of dynamite promotes a sense of urgency, I want to have that same urgency in my heart every single day.

Jesus is waiting for me at the finishing line, be that today or fifty years from now.

I have His joyous Spirit living inside my heart. He is guiding me through this life, one step at a time. He is working out His plan. He picks me up when I fall. He answers my prayers. He reveals Himself to me in His Word every single day. He holds the span of my life, my very breath in His hands. He is praying for me. He is preparing my place in Heaven. He longs for the day when we are face to face.

What more do I need?

The image of that lit fuse has put a new fire in my heart, new steel in my soul.

Whatever I am facing, I can do it in His strength, knowing that He is holding onto me and there are a great cloud of witnesses cheering me on as I run the race that Jesus has marked out for me. (Hebrews 12:1).

More than anything, I want to hear my Savior say, “Well done, good and faithful servant.” (Matthew 25:21).

As Beth Moore has said in her famous southern twang: “It ain’t all that long.” 

Every day is one day closer to Home.

He made us for Himself
So that we should travel with Him
And see Him  at the end in His unveiled beauty
In the abiding city
Where there is light and happiness and endless home.
—Bede Jarrett

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Days Go By…


As my family and I walked into the Texas Roadhouse  on Sunday night, Keith Urban’s song “Days Go By” was blaring from the restaurant’s speakers.

We think about tomorrow then it slips away
We talk about forever but we’ve only got today

And the days go by
I can feel ’em flying
Like a hand out the window
As the cars go by

It’s all we’ve been given
So you better start livin’
Better start livin’ right now

Cause days go by…

This was going to be our last night in Pittsburgh for quite awhile.

The movers would arrive in the morning to take my mom’s belongings to New Hampshire, where she is moving to be with all of us.

It was kind of a surreal night.

At one point, I made one of the “blonde” observations that I am famous for within my family and I  laughed until I cried. I finally had to excuse myself and go in search of Kleenex.  It was then that I realized that my tears were no longer from laughter but they had morphed into the bittersweet tears of an unexpected sense of loss.

My husband and I have moved eleven times in our twenty years of marriage, due to the nature of his work. We left my hometown in PA one year after we were married. No matter where I lived, I always knew that I had a place to return to in the hills of western Pennsylvania.

Now I don’t.

Yes, I still have plenty of family and friends in my hometown and would never lack a place to stay, for which I am very grateful.

However, there no longer exists a specific place in PA  where I can return and be welcomed by my parents. My dad has been gone for 10 years and my mom is now living in New England.

And I am thrilled about that! I love that she is going to be part of our daily lives and will get to spend so much time with my kids, whose departure to college is fast approaching.

Yet it is another sign of change. 

Change is hard.

That night in the restroom at Texas Roadhouse, my tears were a mixture of happy and sad.

Just two nights earlier, a bunch of family and friends had gathered to give my mom a farewell party. It was wonderful! There was a lot of laughter and memories shared. Best of all, there were four generations of cousins from my mom’s side of the family in that room! Each group took a turn posing in front of the fireplace. Every generation was fully intact, except for my generation. My cousin David was glaringly absent, having lost his life almost a year ago. (I wrote about that here.). That is still so hard for me to believe. Part of me kept looking at the door, expecting him to walk inside and join the party.

I wished he was there.

When I took a photo of my mom, her cousins, and their spouses, two were missing: my dad and my cousin Elaine’s husband Don.

“They should be here too,” I thought, as I snapped the photograph, feeling a lump in my throat.

Yet in spite of the ache that accompanies the loss of loved ones, I treasured the dear ones who were there. I tried to savor the night as much as I could.

My mom looked so happy and touched that all these people had come out on a cold November night to help send her off to a new season of her life.

Mom and her grandkids

I thought about how thirty years ago, her mother came to live with us when my mom was around my age. I was 16, the same age my son is now.

The circle of life.

It is an achingly beautiful, and at the same time desperately heartbreaking thing.

I dried my eyes and went to rejoin my family. As I approached the table, I could see them all laughing and my heart swelled with gratitude for the gift that these people are to me.

We have each other in a very tumultuous and scary world.

I am so very grateful that they are along for the journey with me as the days go by.

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Imagine…


Imagine if there was a Man who…

*loves you with a deeply passionate love
*will always be faithful to you
*loves you enough to always tell you the truth
*is the wealthiest man in the world
*is the most handsome, beautiful man you have ever seen
*knows your deepest, darkest secret…and loves you anyway
*sings love songs to you every day
*paints magnificent works of art…just for you
*rejoices over your very existence
*promises to do only good to you all the days of your life
*highly honors, respects, and esteems you
*thinks about you every second of every day
*offers to fight all of your battles for you…and win them ALL
*declares that you are the most beautiful woman he has ever seen, that your beauty takes his breath away
*is royalty…and wants to make you his princess
*will be with you always
*can make you whole and complete
*can saturate your heart with peace and still the storm raging within you
*knows exactly what things thrill and delight you…and then gives them to you
*is filled with contagious, overflowing joy
*wrote you a beautiful love letter that describes both him and his great love for you
*loved you so much that he would rather die than live without you…

I have good news.

There IS such a Man.

His Name is Jesus.

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This is eternal life: to know, perceive, recognize, become acquainted with and understand You, the only true and real God and likewise to know Jesus, the Christ, the Anointed One, the Messiah, whom You have sent. —John 17:3

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He Is Praying For You Today


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The past couple of days, I have been privy to all manner of the heartaches and concerns of others. I certainly do have a few of my own as well.

After praying for these dear ones, I opened my Bible this morning and read these words of Jesus spoken to Peter from The Message translation: “Peter, I’ve prayed for you in particular that you not give in or give out. When you have come through this time of testing, turn to your companions and give them a fresh start.” (Luke 22:31-32).

If you are going through a rough time as you read this, let those words settle into your troubled heart.

Are you ready to give in? Do you feel like any moment now you are going to give out?

Know that just as Jesus prayed for Peter, so He is praying for you in this very moment.

Pause for just a moment and insert your name into that very prayer: _____________, I’ve prayed for you in particular, that you not give in or give out. When you have come through this time of testing, turn to your companions and give them a fresh start.” 

I also want you to pay close attention to the important word “when” in this verse. Jesus is telling Peter ( and you) two things here:

1) You will not be in this season of trial forever (though it might feel like it)
2) You will come through this

And when you do, you will have a message of HOPE to share with someone who is coming up the trail behind you, weary and discouraged. You can joyfully tell them that with Jesus, there is ALWAYS  a fresh start! Just as you have seen and experienced His faithfulness to you, you can hold out that same  assurance to your fellow brother or sister, assuring them that because Jesus lives and loves, blazing hope and joy is theirs in abundance!

Your words will ring with authority because you have been there! You have fought the battle. You have clung to His Word like a drowning person clings to a life raft. You have chosen to believe His eternal Word in the face of temporary circumstances when it looked like the darkness was winning (that is always an illusion. Darkness and death never have the final say. The Cross says so). You have been determined to walk in the Light of His love and His promised and certain Presence, refusing to let the darkness overtake your soul. And even in those times when you have faltered and may have fallen, you have gotten back on your feet to fight another day.

You have a Jesus story. You have journeyed with Him and know Him in ways you never dreamed were possible.

Open your mouth today and tell your story! Nobody can do that for you!

There is literally an ocean of need out there…right outside of your door.  People in this dark and dying world need to hear your story of  the hope and peace and joy and light that only Jesus beings.

Tell it!

And before you walk out that door into what are certain to be divine appointments of those who desperately need to know that there is a Savior who live and loves, take the following to heart. These are the things that Jesus Himself is praying into your sweet life this very moment from John 17 (Amplified version):

*that His joy may be made full and complete in you (v. 13)

*that you may experience His delight (v. 13)

*that His gladness will fill your heart (v. 13)

*that you will be protected from the enemy (v.15)

*that you would be sanctified, purified, consecrated, and holy by the Word of Truth (v. 17)

*for unity with Him and other believers (v. 21)

*that you would know His anticipation of you being with Him face to face, so that you may see Him in all of His extravagant and dazzlingly beautiful glory (v. 24)

*that His very love will be felt in your hearts. (v. 26).

Hold on, Dear One.

Your Deliverer is on His way. He is praying for you. He is working it all out in ways that will astound you. He is drawing you closer to His heart.

And when He comes…go and tell.

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