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The Wagons Are Coming!


He was an old man, living alone in the midst of a famine.

His beloved wife, who had borne him two cherished sons, had been gone for many years.  One had followed his mother to the grave in a terrible accident and the other–his youngest Benjamin, the one he clung to with an almost desperate grip—was now far from home with the rest of his brothers.   He had no hope that he would ever see any of them alive again.

Day after day, the silence in his home must have been deafening. Every morning, he awoke and looked out the window to see the same scene…bleak, dry, colorless, and hopeless as the famine continued its’ seemingly never-ending stranglehold on the land.

The famine eventually reached his heart.

Is this how it would all end?

He would die alone? Forsaken by his God? His eyes never to rest again on the faces of his surviving sons? How had it come to this???

But then…one morning he saw something different on the horizon.

In the midst of the famine…and in God’s perfect timing…HOPE was arriving on the scene.

The old man could barely believe his eyes. His sons! His sons were coming home! 

And what was this? They were riding on wagons and the wagons were filled to overflowing with all kinds of wonderful things!

It was too good to be true!

Except it wasn’t.

A very good God was breathing new life into the heart and soul of an old man. And since He is a God who loves lavishly, the best was yet to come.

His son…the one who he thought had been killed…was actually alive and well! He was waiting in another land to be reunited with his father at long last!

In a glorious instant, this man’s life changed. He realized anew how faithful His God is and would always be. His ways are not our ways and this journey through earth is not without  tears and pain and searing loss.

Yet…God redeems…and restores…and replenishes…and lavishly loves. Joy reigns, faith is rewarded…and love wins. Always.

The above story is  true. The man’s name is Jacob and his story can be found in Genesis 25-49.

His was an extremely dysfunctional family, full of loss, betrayal, grief, anger, jealousy, confusion, bitterness. His sons were all jealous of Jacob’s favored son Joseph, so one day they threw him into a well, sold him into slavery, and told Jacob that he had been killed by a wild animal. Joseph’s life was filled with heartache after heartache…but God used it all and Joseph was promoted to second-in-command of Egypt.

It was because he was in this position of power that he could save his father and all of his brothers from the famine in their homeland. Once he was reunited with his brothers—who had come to Egypt seeking food—he obtained Pharaoh’s permission to load up several wagons, filled with the best Egypt had to offer and send them back to his father, complete with an invitation to come to Egypt in order to escape the famine and certain death.

Here is how Scripture describes the scene:

Joseph spoke to his brothers: “I am Joseph. Is my father really still alive?” But his brothers couldn’t say a word; they were speechless—they couldn’t believe what they were seeing and hearing. 

“Come closer to me,” Joseph said to his brothers…”I am Joseph your brother, whom you sold into Egypt. But don’t feel badly; don’t blame yourselves for selling me. God was behind it. God sent me here ahead of you to save lives. There has been a famine in the land for two years now; the famine will continue for five more years…God sent me on ahead of you to pave the way…to save your lives in an amazing act of deliverance. So you see, it wasn’t you who sent me here but God. He set me in place as a father to Pharaoh, put me in charge of his personal affairs, and made me ruler of all Egypt.”

“Hurry back to my father. Tell him, ‘Your son Joseph says, ‘I’m master of all Egypt. Come as fast as you can and join me here. I’ll give you a place to live…where you’ll be close to me—you, your children, your grandchildren, your flocks, your herds, and anything else you can think of. I’ll take care of you there completely. There are still five more years of famine ahead; I’ll make sure all your needs are taken care of, you and everyone connected with you. You won’t want for a thing.”

…Pharaoh said to Joseph, ‘This is the plan. Load up your pack animals, go back to Canaan, get your father and your families and bring them back here. I’ll settle you in the best land in Egypt—you’ll live off the fat of the land…take the wagons from Egypt to carry your (families) and load up your father and come back. Don’t worry about having to leave things behind; the best in all of Egypt will be yours.”

And they did just that…Joseph gave them the wagons that Pharaoh had promised and food for the trip. He outfitted all the brothers in brand new clothes but gave Benjamin three hundred pieces of silver and several suits of clothes. He sent his father these gifts: ten donkeys loaded with Egypt’s best products, and another ten donkeys loaded with grain and bread, provisions for his father’s journey back. 

…They left Egypt and went back to their father in Canaan. When they told him, ‘Joseph is still alive—and he’s the ruler over the whole land of Egypt!” he went numb; he couldn’t believe his ears. But the more they talked, telling him everything that Joseph had told them and when he saw the wagons that Joseph had sent to carry him back, the blood started to flow again—their father Jacob’s spirit revived. —Genesis 45,  (The Message).

Is there a famine of some kind in your life right now? Does it look hopeless? Do you fear it will always be this way and nothing will ever change? Do you see no way out?

That is certainly how Jacob must have felt. Yet, as our pastor reminded us when he preached on this passage last Sunday, “God wants us to be at our wit’s end so we will relinquish it ALL and allow Him to be God. Sometimes we have to get to the bottom of the pit so we will look up!”

He closed his sermon by reminding us to “Watch for the wagons!  Watch for all the benefits God is sending to us through Christ. Watch for God’s grace, love, faithfulness, and mercy in the midst of it all! He is going to do something so special that you could never imagine!”

Your God would ask you: “Is My hand shortened, that it cannot redeem? Or have I no power to deliver?”–Isaiah 50:2

 Nothing is impossible with your God!

He will always send the wagons in one way or another…in His perfect timing. And He always does “exceedingly abundantly above ALL that we could ask or think!” (Ephesians 3:20)

As we left church on Sunday morning, I smiled at my husband in the summer sunshine.

“The wagons are coming!” I reminded him. His smile matched mine, full of hope.

I was determined to believe this as fact, despite the evidence to the contrary. I would not lean on my own understanding of things. I would trust my good God, knowing that He was at work in our situation in ways I could not see. In the meantime, I would live each day to the fullest, on a never-ending hunt for joy in the midst.

And three days later, the wagons appeared on the horizon.

Surely this is our God; we trusted in Him and He saved us. This is the Lord, we trusted in Him; let us rejoice and be glad in our salvation. —Isaiah 25:9 

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Let Me Count The Ways…


I recently heard Beth Moore recount to her audience all the reasons why she loves Jesus so much.

It was a long list… evidence of a wounded heart that has been touched by the Healer, leaving her transformed, whole, radiant and supremely grateful.

If someone were to ask you to do the same thing, what would you say?

He is everything to me. He fills my life with exquisite beauty and joy.

The story He is writing with my life often takes my breath away, leaving me stunned and full of wonder.

He speaks to me through His Word, giving me guidance, comfort, and precious promises that He invites me to cling to when life gets scary.

He laughs with me (oh yes, you had better believe it…Jesus laughs! I love  those times when I can just feel His smile).

I enjoy seeing His fingerprints and creative genius all around me…the golden sunshine,  the singing of the birds, the delightful & infectious laughter of a child, stars shining like diamonds in the night sky, the sheer power of a storm, the faces of those I love, the churning of the ocean and the peaceful stillness of the lake, the furry face and unconditional love of my dog, the intense bold colors of flowers, the refreshing feel of a summer breeze.

He has lovingly shown me my broken places and has never turned away in disgust. Rather, He invites me to bring them out of the darkness and into His light…and He has—miraculously and wondrously— healed me.

He picks me up when I fall.

He has chosen me to be His bride…wonder of wonders!

He fills me with His courage when I am afraid.

He has taught me that I do not need to hate my weaknesses (and there are so many). Rather, He asks me to embrace Him in the midst of my weakness so that He can show Himself strong and mighty.

I have walked with Him long enough to know that He can redeem and resurrect anything. Nothing—no thing—is impossible with Him.

I read Psalm 103 the other day and was struck by the astonishing and beautiful portrait  the psalmist painted with his words as he described Jesus. :

Jesus…

forgives all my sins

heals me

redeems my life from the pit

crowns me with steadfast love and mercy

satisfies me with good things

renews my energy

works justice on my behalf

 abounds in steadfast love for me

 removes my transgressions as far as the east is from the west

 shows compassion to me 

 knows how fragile I am

  establishes His throne 

 rules over all. 

He is magnificent!

This day, why don’t you try writing out a list of all the things you love about Him?

I promise that it will lead to a day filled with joy and thanksgiving!

He is so worthy!

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Never Forgotten


A woman told a true story in church a couple of weeks ago that I can’t get out of my mind.

Her husband works for a Christian camp in our area and it came to the attention of the staff that one of the campers had a unique story.

Apparently, this teenage boy lives in California. His mother had searched the internet for a camp that was as far away from California as possible. She found this one and sent him across the country by himself for a week.

Obviously, no one knows the particulars of this story or why this boy’s mother wanted to send him so far away to spend a week in the company of complete strangers.

As it turned out, this boy heard about Jesus’ amazing, unconditional love for him during the week at camp…and Heaven celebrated as one more soul personally met his Savior and began walking with Him.

I could not help but think of this young man when I read these words today in my Bible:

The people of Zion said, “The Lord has turned away and forgotten us.” The Lord answered, “Could a mother forget a child who nurses at her breast?  Could she fail to love an infant who came from her own body? Even if a mother could forget, I will not forget you.” –Isaiah 49:15-16

Nobody has had a perfect parent.

In fact, some parents have been downright horrific. When I worked as a therapist, my clients went through boxes of tissues as they sat in my office, broken and emotionally crippled from the wounds inflicted by the very people who should have protected and loved them.

However, this verse clearly states that our Heavenly Father never abandons us, never gives up on us, never forgets us. We are always and ever on His mind and nestled firmly and forever in His heart.

This young man may have felt abandoned by his mother. He was out of her sight…but He was always in the loving sight of God…and God was waiting for Him in a cabin in the mountains of New Hampshire at a summer camp. New life was born. ..and a soul sang.  He who was once lost was now found and enveloped in the matchless, unconditional love of  God.

Regardless of who your parents were, meditate on the timeless truths about your Heavenly Father:

*He invites you to call Him “Daddy.” (Romans 8:15)

*He calls you the apple of His eye (Deuteronomy 32:10; Psalm 17:8)

*He is a Father to the fatherless (Psalm 68:5)

* He lavishes you with His perfect love (I John 3:1)

*He gives every good and perfect gift to His children (James 1:17)

*He knows the exact nature of your needs (Matthew 6:32)

*He has compassion on you (Psalm 103: 13)

*He is ever merciful (Luke 6:36)

*He has given believers (us!) as gifts to His Son Jesus (John 17:24)

*He will never turn away anyone who comes to Him (John 6:37)

*He protects you (John 17:11)

Remember, these are not just words…these are the  eternal  truths of God’s heart that He has graciously revealed to us in His Word.

He sees you.

His heart is tender towards you.

You are deeply loved.

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His Treasure


As I have mentioned before, the ladies at our church are doing Beth Moore’s “The Inheritance” as our summer study and it is fantastic.

It is based on Ps. 16:5-6: “The Lord is my chosen portion and my cup; You hold my lot. The lines have fallen for me in pleasant places; indeed, I have a beautiful inheritance.”

We have been learning that God has an inheritance far beyond anything we can imagine waiting for His people…the biggest and most important of which is HIMSELF. He IS “our very great reward” (Genesis 15:1)

Last week, Beth  taught something that was absolutely breathtaking and astonishingly true: just as He is our inheritance…we are HIS!!!

She referenced three Scriptures in particular:

The Lord’s portion is His people.–Deuteronomy 32:9

The Lord has taken you and brought you out of the iron furnace, out of Egypt, to be a people of His own inheritance, as you are to this day.—Deuteronomy 4:20

And a New Testament reference: …”…by having the eyes of your heart flooded with light, so that you can know and understand the hope to which He has called you, and how rich is His glorious inheritance in the saints (His set-apart ones).”  –Ephesians 1:18

The notes in my study Bible say the following: ” The inheritance here is not the Christian’s inheritance, but God’s. This indicates how precious His people are to God. They are, so to speak, what He looks forward to enjoying forever.” 

Let this knowledge settle deep into your heart today: You are His beautiful inheritance! He will enjoy you forever, just as you will enjoy Him.

What a glorious destiny!

Now to Him who is able to keep you without stumbling, slipping, or falling and to present you unblemished (blameless and faultless) before the presence of His glory in triumphant joy and exultation (with unspeakable, ecstatic delight)—to the one and only God, our Savior through Jesus Christ our Lord, be glory, splendor, majesty, might and dominion, and power and authority, before all time now and forever…Jude 24-25

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The One and Only


If you ever feel like you are insignificant, consider these timeless truths about the One who loved you so much that He would rather die than live without you…

JESUS

His thoughts about you cannot be numbered (Ps. 139:17-18)

He is near to you when you call to Him (Ps. 145:18)

He holds you by your right hand (Ps. 73:23)

He gives you a new song (Ps. 40:3)

He removes your sins as far as the East is from the West (Ps. 103:12)

He daily bears your burdens. (Ps. 68:19)

He sees you and He listens to your prayers (I Peter 3:12)

When you seek Him, He promises that you will find Him (Jeremiah 29:13)

He is able to perform miracles in your life (Ps. 77:14)

He helps you when you are weak (Romans 8:26)

He prays for you. (John 17)

He protects you. (Colossians 3:3)

He gives you wisdom (James 1:5)

He gives you rest (Matthew 11:28)

He is your Stronghold in times of trouble (Psalm 9:9-10)

He gives you peace (John 14:27)

He rejoices over you with singing (Zephaniah 3:17)

He is your Refuge (Ps. 62:1-2)

He gives you strength (Ps. 18:32)

He rescues you from your enemies (Ps. 18:17)

He will show you the way to go (Ps. 32:7-8)

He delivers you from all your fears (Ps. 34:4)

He is close to you when you are broken-hearted and crushed in spirit (Ps. 34:18)

One day, He will personally take you into Glory (Ps. 73:24)

He carries you in His arms, close to His heart (Isaiah 40:11)

When you cry for help, He will say, “Here I am.” (Isaiah 58:9)

You are safe in Him. No one can snatch you out of His hand (John 10:28)

He does not  condemn you (Romans 8:1)

He loves you with an everlasting love (Jeremiah 31:3)

Dear one, these are not just words; they are the timeless, eternal truths.

Decide to believe them.

Embrace His matchless, magnificent love for you today.

Embrace Him.

He is so worthy.

The Word became flesh and made His dwelling among us. We have seen His glory, the glory of the one and only  Son, who came from the Father, full of grace and truth. –John 1:14

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A Repellent Gift


I heard a true story at Bible study last night that I just had to share.

One of the women related that she and her best friend had decided to go hiking since it was a beautiful summer day. They are both moms to two very active special-needs boys and this seemed to be a perfect way to enjoy the beautiful outdoors and give the kids a chance to burn all that energy.

They envisioned a fun-filled,  perfect day and set out in high spirits.

Everything went downhill very quickly. It was hot, the boys decided they weren’t really in the mood for a hike, and the bugs were out with a vengeance…so much so that it was nearly impossible to savor the charm of the mountains. The friends chided themselves for failing to remember to bring the bug spray.

Still, they persevered and reached the top. At the top of this particular trail, there is a large cross.

And there….sitting right next to the cross…was a can of bug spray.

This sweet lady was quick to assure us that the area was pristine. It wasn’t as if there was garbage lying around. She added that the bug spray was not  generic. It was name-brand, top-of-the-line…and there was just enough left in the can to completely cover the four of them. This freed them to truly enjoy the rest of the afternoon, taking in the wonderful view and relishing their time together.

Before  they headed back down the trail (and since the can was empty), she took it with her as a  visible reminder of God’s perfect care for His own.

This is one of the myriad of reasons that I love Jesus. No detail is too small to elicit His attention. He cares about everything that concerns us. He feels what we feel. The very hairs on our head are numbered. He is a good God who desires to richly give to us all things to enjoy.

So, on a warm summer day, He made sure that two friends and their precious sons could enjoy the beauty of His creation by providing a little bug spray at just the right time.

He is most definitely in the details…and whatever it is you need today, He has it covered!

…Casting the whole of your care (all your anxieties, all your worries, all your concerns once and for all) on Him, for He cares for you affectionately and cares about you watchfully. —I Peter 5:7 (Amplified)

 

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Giver Or Taker?


This summer, our church is hosting a study called “The Inheritance” by Beth Moore.

Last week, Beth began the session by asking a very probing question and she encouraged us to not answer too quickly but really search our hearts and here it is:

In your heart of hearts and in the darkest dark, do you believe that God is a Giver or a Taker?”

My first reaction was, “I don’t even have to think about that one…of course, He is a Giver!”

Immediately, I felt a check in my spirit that shocked me.

“Jesus?” I prayed silently. “Of course I believe that. Right?”

As He always does, Jesus  gently but clearly showed me that deep, deep down, in recent months, I have been focused more on what He has allowed to be taken from me than all He has given.

I was stunned.

Later that evening right before I went to bed, I read this Scripture and it took my breath away: “I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave Himself for me.” 

Jesus gave Himself–for me!

And yet, so often I totally miss that earth-shattering, life-altering truth because I am so  focused on what I do not have..when all along, I have the one and only Person I will ever need…Him!

Just like Eve in the garden, I become blind to the abundance around me and choose to focus on that small area of my life where God has said no…and I completely miss the countless times when He has joyfully proclaimed, “YES!”

My heart was flooded with remorse, as I thought about how my yearning to reclaim what has been taken must have pierced His heart. He has given me the matchless Gift of Himself and in the deep recesses of my heart, I have declared, ” It’s not enough. I want ______.”

It pains me to see those words in black and white.

At the same time, I am so grateful that Jesus cares enough to shine His healing and penetrating light into those dark recesses that act as barriers to my intimacy with Him. He longs for us to be real with Him, no matter how raw our feelings are. He can take it. Nothing we will say surprises Him. His knowledge of us is total and complete. (Psalm 139:1-5)

A quick journey through the Bible reveals the myriad of other gifts He loves to give those who belong to Him:

*the Holy Spirit (Ephesians 1:13-14)

*eternal life (John 3:16)

*life in all its abundance and fullness (John 10:10)

*the same power that raised Jesus from the dead (Ephesians 1:19-20)

*forgiveness (Ephesians 1:7)

*the riches of  God’s grace (Ephesians 1:7)

*our daily bread (Luke 11:3)

*redemption (Ephesians 1:7)

*exceedingly great and precious promises (2 Peter 1:4)

*peace (John 14:27)

*freedom from all fear (2 Timothy 1:7)

*a living Hope (I Peter 1:3)

*unconditional love (Jeremiah 31:3)

*spiritual gifts (I Corinthians 12:1)

*never-failing provision (I Timothy 6:17)

*a home in Heaven (John 14:1-3)

*treasure in Heaven (Matthew 6:20)

*blessing upon blessing (John 1:16)

*His very own unsurpassed joy that has nothing at all to do with circumstances (John 15:11)

*mercies that are new every morning (Lamentations 3:22-23)

*friendship with Him (John 15:15)

*everything we need (2 Peter 1:3)

And that is just the beginning! The nature of all that He  continually and eternally gives to us is simply staggering!  Christians are rich beyond all measure in that which truly matters.

Yes, our great God is most certainly a Giver.

He who did not spare His own Son, but gave Him up for us all—how will He not also…graciously give us all things? (Romans 8:32).

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Jesus Loves Me


Jesus loves me this I know,

For the Bible tells me so

Little ones to Him belong

They are weak but He is strong

Yes, Jesus loves me

Yes, Jesus loves me

Yes, Jesus loves me

The Bible tells me so.

Our pastor had the congregation sing this song at church this morning.

There truly is no more profound message that everyone on the face of this earth needs to know.

Jesus. Loves. You.

Beautifully simple.

Eternally true.

Astonishingly gracious.

Incredibly joyful.

Wonderfully freeing.

For God so loved the world that He gave His only Son  that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have everlasting life.–John 3:16

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Running Toward the Oven


The other day I was talking to a good friend and she related a true story that really spoke to me.

Years ago, she was hosting a birthday party for a family member. She had opened the oven door to remove the lasagna she had made, without realizing that her very exuberant two year old son had just seen an opportunity.

To her horror, she saw that he was running full speed across the kitchen right toward the open oven! Most kids that age are fascinated with boxes and this little guy had spotted a really cool looking one!

Naturally, my friend quickly closed the oven door and physically stopped him from seriously injuring himself.

He had been thwarted from doing what he thought  would be something fun…but his mom was saving him from tremendous pain and possibly death.

The result was a furious child. He collapsed on the floor, screaming and crying. His two year old mind could not possibly conceive the big picture. All he knew is that his plan had been stopped cold and he didn’t understand it or like it. Of course, his mother knew exactly what she was doing. She deeply loved her child and was saving him from himself.

I couldn’t help but think how much I have behaved like that two year old with my Heavenly Father.

So often, I have worked out a plan that seems very reasonable and perfect for my situation…but God says no.

I may not have a visible temper tantrum like the little boy I just mentioned, but I can certainly have an inward spirit of disputing. Why won’t God just let me have what I want? It makes so much sense! It’s very easy to resent an unanswered prayer.

However…I have lived long enough to know that my heavenly Father sees the big picture…always. When He says no, He has an excellent reason. I have learned that when I submit to Him, He pours out His abundance in ways that I could never have imagined and my joy overflows (Eph. 3:20). I see that He is the greatest gift of all.

He is a good God who loves to give good gifts to His children; however, my definition of good and God’s definition of good are often very different.

He tells us as much in His Word: “For My thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are My ways your ways,” declares the Lord. “As the heavens are higher than the earth, so are My ways higher than your ways, and My thoughts than your thoughts.” —Isaiah 55:8-9.

The bottom line is that God is God…and I am not. He knows all things…and I don’t.

I have countless examples of how He has saved me from myself and I am incredibly grateful. I certainly was not at the time…but with age comes wisdom. In time, I came to see that if God had given me what I wanted, I would have ended up being miserable.

If I am honest, many of those prayers concerned my temporary happiness…while God is interested in my holiness. As James MacDonald said in his excellent study When Life Is Hard:

“When you use the word ‘holiness’ people roll their eyes or wince. Holiness? That’s it? This proves that we don’t get what holiness is yet. Holiness…is the complete state of God-centeredness and God-likeness. If you choose to sin you choose to suffer. Holiness is the absence of everything that causes turmoil, pain, restlessness, and fear.” p. 40

So, the next time I am ‘running toward the oven’ and  God firmly closes the door, I will endeavor to remember that He loves me with an unconditional love and  is saving me from pain that I am not able to see from my limited vantage point.

Every good and perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father of heavenly lights, who does not change like shifting shadows. —James 1:17

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Sometimes…


Sometimes there are no pretty words.

Sometimes there are just tears, sadness, anger…and a heart that cries, “WHY????” 

Sometimes it takes a sheer force of the will to read these words and choose to believe them when Heaven seems maddeningly silent: “May the Lord answer you when you are in distress; may the Name of the God of Jacob protect you…May He give you the desire of your heart and make all your plans succeed…. May the Lord grant all your requests.  Now this I know: the Lord gives victory to His anointed. He answers him from His heavenly sanctuary with the victorious power of His right hand. Some trust in chariots and some in horses but we trust in the Name of the Lord our God. Lord… answer us when we call! ” –Psalm 20

Sometimes He sends help and grace  in the form of dear friends–and a wonderful mom— who are willing to pray on your behalf when you can’t seem to find the words.

Sometimes (actually always) it is a wonderful thing to feel your husband’s strong arms around you and see his warm smile…knowing that we are in this together.

Sometimes the words of one of my favorite authors is a balm to my soul: “Do you believe that God loves you without condition or reservation and loves you this moment as you are and not as you should be?” …a much-needed reminder of the unconditional love of my Heavenly Father when I am not at my best.

And sometimes…near the end of a rough day, my good God sends me a glimpse of His beautiful creative heart, right on my deck…a reminder that something very beautiful can come from something ugly:

Sometimes it’s good to remember that even the longest road has a bend.

And always…hope lives.

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